random thoughts...sports at midnight; wiffleball, glow in the dark golf, candlelight bowling...driving through the city on a clear night, i can see the lights from every window, the full moon smiles...at sunset, the clouds are transparent, edges glowing...walking the halls at school, a sense of urgency always; i feel like i should be wearing a siren and flashing lights...the beauitful simplicity of wood grain, the stories in the leaves and rings, i will plant a tree for every child...some days feeling lost, wondering where i'm supposed to be, is it right where i'm at or have i drifted off course?...my eyes get so tired sometimes they tingle and itch, as if the cornea were separating from the rest of my eye, yet my mind is still wide awake...i need to try harder, who knew being yourself was a full time job?